Posts by Thirteenth tribe

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Looking back,"That was crazy, moment"

by MarkofCane in

i got baptized later in life.

i was around 21, i had left and went out into the world should of listen to my gut back then, but instead i disowned myself and came back into the fold.

before i could get baptized, the elder who studied with me said i needed to get rid of everything that was contaminated by this world: music, books & clothing,everything.

Thirteenth tribe

Ha I produced a vast collection of bin liners for the skip containing 100 s of rock/metal CDs , signed collectable albums, t shirts signed at gigs , my scrapbook of gig tickets and signatures from the likes of Alice Cooper to joey Jordanson !

How silly of me, now I have it all on iTunes 😎 And am successfully rebuilding my gig scrapbook ! In the last 2 years I've seen slash, foofighters, pearl jam, bullet for my Valentine , tremonti and awaiting Chris Cornell in April

" Rock on Wayne , party on Garth"

wooooooohhhh yeah ✌🏻

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Just handed in my Disassociation letter

by Thirteenth tribe in

tonight my dl was posted by hand by my husband (a worldly guy).

i had the luxury of being at work distracted whilst he posted it.

i have been baptised for just over 2 years and studied since 2010. i couldn't take it anymore, not just the zealous dislike/disgust for 'people in the world' (this includes my husband and 99% of my family btw) but the obvious.... the investigations into child sexual abuse.

Thirteenth tribe

Thanks pandorasbox1914. There are a lot of decent people in my ex congregation but unfortunately no, I don't think they will take any real notice of my departure. For some an intervention , a group of psychologist's and they're own family members walking out wouldn't be enough to undue open their eyes. 😪 That has weighed heavy on me for the last 8 months or so but now I guess it's not my problemo!

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Just handed in my Disassociation letter

by Thirteenth tribe in

tonight my dl was posted by hand by my husband (a worldly guy).

i had the luxury of being at work distracted whilst he posted it.

i have been baptised for just over 2 years and studied since 2010. i couldn't take it anymore, not just the zealous dislike/disgust for 'people in the world' (this includes my husband and 99% of my family btw) but the obvious.... the investigations into child sexual abuse.

Thirteenth tribe

Thanks everyone , it's great reading your posts. Today I have been on eggshells wondering how my letter had been received and what text X are flying round the congregation about me. I received a text from the sister who studied with me, we were genuine friends but she will probably have to shun me soon.. She told me how much she loves me and always will and that Jehovah has always used imperfect men to carry out his will. This pushed me further away, does this mean anything goes and that she will be tolerant of all these hideous abuse scandals ? That's a giving the organisation a free pass ! Anyway I did not reply, I made it through the day without tears!

Well done introvert2 I'm pleased for you, you sound like a force to be reckoned with😎Also if we did sign contracts it would be signed in our blood haha.

Hi cold steel, my mum was a witness whilst I was young and my sister and I went along with her until our teens when we went our own way. My mum is no longer a JW , she left recently thank goodness and is supporting me through my transition now (We live in different areas of the country ). I began studying back in 2010 shortly after getting married, I felt a little lost and unsure of life.. low and behold 2 witnesses came to my door and by Dec 2013 I was baptised. The last year has been awful, people in my congregation have stepped up the mania, every discussion revolves around ' this system ending' I began lying to people because I was made to feel bad about going away for weekends with my husband and missing a Sunday meeting... It's like everything I did and said was scrutized even my music choices, having a beer , going to the gym etc. Like I said people have become extra crazy and obsessed continually ranting about the last day of this systems... All this combined with the JW TV crap and of course the major issue of the sexual abuse. Also, there's a real lack of love for our neighbours now, they straight out call them enemies ! To say I began to doubt is an understatement I felt I had made a massive mistake 😫

Im on the mend now I guess but I'm truly exhausted, I have never felt so drained ! Thanks guys. Peace out.

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What could the R&F theme tune be?

by pandorasbox1914 in

i started this topic "what could the fds theme tune be?

", there has been some great ideas with this so how about one for the r&f in, fading or out.. to get the ball rolling how about these:.

slade, mama weer all crazy now.

Thirteenth tribe

REM It's the End of the World as we know it !

"It's the end of the world as we know it
And I feel fine, I feel fine"

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What could the FDS theme tune be?

by pandorasbox1914 in

what do think guy's?for me it would have to be jimi hendrix "all along the watchtower" and when they end their earthly course, led zeppelin's "stairway to heaven"any other good songs?

Thirteenth tribe

Hmm, we really should be grateful, they care a lot !

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What could the FDS theme tune be?

by pandorasbox1914 in

what do think guy's?for me it would have to be jimi hendrix "all along the watchtower" and when they end their earthly course, led zeppelin's "stairway to heaven"any other good songs?

Thirteenth tribe

Just one more for the FDS ... From " Faith No More"

"We Care A Lot"

We care a lot about disasters, fires, floods and killer bees

We care a lot about the NASA shuttle falling in the sea
We care a lot about starvation and the food that Live Aid bought
We care a lot about disease, baby Rock, Hudson, rock, yeah!

We care a lot about the gamblers and the pushers and the geeks

We care a lot about the crack and smack and whack that hits the street
We care a lot about the welfare of all the boys and girls
We care a lot about you people cause we're out to save the world

YEAH!

And it's a dirty job but someone's gotta do it

We care a lot about the army navy air force and marines
We care a lot about the SF, NY and LAPD
We care a lot about you people, about your guns
about the wars you're fighting gee that looks like fun

We care a lot about the Garbage Pail Kids, they never lie
We care a lot about Transformers cause there's more than meets the eye

We care a lot about the little things, the bigger things we top
We care a lot about you people yeah you bet we care a lot,

YEAH!

Well, its a dirty job but someone's gotta do it
And it's a dirty song but someone's gotta sing it

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Live by the sword, Die by the sword

by Thirteenth tribe in

i may be on a diatribe now but something has came back to me tonight.. during my studies i was always told that "silence is compliance".

this would come up whilst i was 'putting on the new personality'.

i would be reminded of possible social situations or associations where if my integrity was at all compromised by someone else's standards -my silence to their un-christian actions would be deemed as compliance.

Thirteenth tribe

I may be on a diatribe now but something has came back to me tonight.. During my studies I was always told that "silence is compliance". This would come up whilst I was 'putting on the new personality'. I would be reminded of possible social situations or associations where if my integrity was at all compromised by someone else's standards -my silence to their un-Christian actions would be deemed as compliance. So I cut ties with past friends who would maybe 'drink too much' or 'swear too much' etc, they were not friends worth keeping anyway but that's besides he point. Using that same logic against the society surely that means their SILENCE is COMPLIANCE regarding the investigations into child sexual abuse? Go figure.

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Just handed in my Disassociation letter

by Thirteenth tribe in

tonight my dl was posted by hand by my husband (a worldly guy).

i had the luxury of being at work distracted whilst he posted it.

i have been baptised for just over 2 years and studied since 2010. i couldn't take it anymore, not just the zealous dislike/disgust for 'people in the world' (this includes my husband and 99% of my family btw) but the obvious.... the investigations into child sexual abuse.

Thirteenth tribe

Tonight my DL was posted by hand by my husband (a worldly guy). I had the luxury of being at work distracted whilst he posted it. I have been baptised for just over 2 years and studied since 2010. I couldn't take it anymore, not just the zealous dislike/disgust for 'people in the world' (this includes my husband and 99% of my family btw) but the obvious.... The investigations into child sexual abuse. For the last year at least I've felt strange, like it's just me and if I pray my doubts and awkwardness will 'come good and go away'. No, not the case. I could not take to the 'Scientology like' JW tv broadcasting crap. This was a whole world of crazy to me, whilst everyone else was practically worshipping the GB I began to notice the level of indirect hatred towards anyone who is not a witness or associate . Sisters would try and invite me for lunch to watch the latest broadcast and practically Deify these men with their manic applause.I began to squirm in fact die inside especially at comments during the meetings. Comments such as " family members, neighbours, work colleagues are ultimately enemies of Jehovah and will die with this system as they have not accepted Jehovahs will into their lives" or "No matter how nice you think they are, they are not living to Jehovahs standards and are therefore bad association and if you scratch the surface you will discover they are probably racist or thieves". I would watch people I once respected write avidly and nod their heads in agreement whilst humming "hmmmm yes... Great point brother" in response. To put it mildly I have been depressed and anxious, I knew I had to cut all ties. Thankfully I will not lose family over this. I won't waffle on, thank you for this opportunity ! Peace out.

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What could the R&F theme tune be?

by pandorasbox1914 in

i started this topic "what could the fds theme tune be?

", there has been some great ideas with this so how about one for the r&f in, fading or out.. to get the ball rolling how about these:.

slade, mama weer all crazy now.

Thirteenth tribe

Sorry just one more for the FDS

Cauterize by Tremonti ... Posted the lyrics for clarity as its not a well known track but focus more on the verses rather than the corus!

I am the chosen, the true son
Follow my rule to the word
You will learn, you will learn
I have provided the answer
I have submitted your role
You will know, you will know

Take the sun and cauterize (chorus)
Make us pure again
All the ways we victimize
Time and time again

We are the balance, the reason
We are the chance that you take
Make no mistake, no mistake

Take the sun and cauterize
Make us pure again
All the ways we victimize
Time and time again, again

I'm a shadow of what once had come and gone
And I'm dying
And the pure hate I've dealt, all that I've done
Still defiant
How another one will arrive when I'm erased

Take the sun and cauterize
Make us pure again
All the ways we victimize
Time and time again

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What could the FDS theme tune be?

by pandorasbox1914 in

what do think guy's?for me it would have to be jimi hendrix "all along the watchtower" and when they end their earthly course, led zeppelin's "stairway to heaven"any other good songs?

Thirteenth tribe

What about Nine Inch Nails "The Hand That Feeds"

You're keeping in step
In the line
Got your chin held high and you feel just fine
Cause you do
What you're told
But inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?

What if this whole crusade's
A charade
And behind it all there's a price to be paid
For the blood
On which we dine
Justified in the name of the holy and the divine

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?

So naive
I keep holding on to what I want to believe
I can see
But I keep holding on and on and on and on